My mother once told me that my greatest asset is the unconditional love I give to everyone. I was probably seven. I understood her, I "loved everybody" (to quote The Presidents). At the time I really did. It was strange, I just had this never ending love for people. This, however, I think led to the opposite, sort of. I attached quickly and was disappointed many times. I still feel this urge to just love though, to be interested, to be a part of lives.
So I think, perhaps, life is supposed to consist of giving your heart away and knowing you may have to mend it later but having to take the risk anyway. Recently I learned a little girl at my work is terminally ill. For being part of my everyday life I took the news well (I think). I spoil her a little more. Sneaking pieces of candy now and then. Taking extra time with her and cherishing it.
There is also a little boy. Not just any little boy, but a two and a half year old that has stolen my heart. I have a serious bond with these children. They are such amazing little people. I hope that my love stays with them forever, I know I'll never forget these moments.
